i think it's time to man the freak up! i'm tired of getting tongue tied around u
not being able to say shit when u come around, gahhh why is this so hard? =/
Saturday, February 28, 2009
Thursday, February 26, 2009
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Blogging out of Boredom
Yeah so it's about 12 at night and I'm bored so I'll write a random blog
Today was normal. wake up, school, cotillion practice, dinner, homework, and now im talking to Josh and Denisse who has no friends. JK JK
If you're reading this congrats, you've just wasted 10 minutes of your life
Today was normal. wake up, school, cotillion practice, dinner, homework, and now im talking to Josh and Denisse who has no friends. JK JK
If you're reading this congrats, you've just wasted 10 minutes of your life
Monday, February 23, 2009
Silenced by Beauty
I try to talk to you
But when I open my mouth no words come out
Is it your eyes that just blindside me?
Or your smile that can melt down the hottest place on earth?
When you walk in the room I feel weak
As if a big weight has been placed on my shoulders
And there's no way I can remove it off me no matter how hard I try
But at the same time this feeling, well I've never felt so alive
Yes this feeling that I'm feeling is rather bittersweet
One minute I don't want to feel this, but the other minute I need another dose
You took away my ability to speak, the ability to function
You're on my mind, messing with my thoughts, messing with almost anything you can get your hands on
And the messed up part is you doesn't know what you're doing to me
You silence me without saying a word, or even provoking me
Just your appearance alone is enough for me to shut up
But when I open my mouth no words come out
Is it your eyes that just blindside me?
Or your smile that can melt down the hottest place on earth?
When you walk in the room I feel weak
As if a big weight has been placed on my shoulders
And there's no way I can remove it off me no matter how hard I try
But at the same time this feeling, well I've never felt so alive
Yes this feeling that I'm feeling is rather bittersweet
One minute I don't want to feel this, but the other minute I need another dose
You took away my ability to speak, the ability to function
You're on my mind, messing with my thoughts, messing with almost anything you can get your hands on
And the messed up part is you doesn't know what you're doing to me
You silence me without saying a word, or even provoking me
Just your appearance alone is enough for me to shut up
Sunday, February 22, 2009
Fed up
Lately I've been fed up with alot of things
Fed up with having that empty feeling
Fed up with having to look over my shoulders
Fed up with trying to force myself it'll only get better when it won't
Fed up with these eternal battles that I keep fighting with myself knowing I won't win
Fed up with all the bullshit I have to put up with everyday
Just fed up in general
PS: I'm not emo, I'm just getting somethings off my chest haha
Fed up with having that empty feeling
Fed up with having to look over my shoulders
Fed up with trying to force myself it'll only get better when it won't
Fed up with these eternal battles that I keep fighting with myself knowing I won't win
Fed up with all the bullshit I have to put up with everyday
Just fed up in general
PS: I'm not emo, I'm just getting somethings off my chest haha
Saturday, February 21, 2009
Dictatorship.
What is a dictatorship?
Most people relate dictatorship to politics
The first thing that pops to their minds are cats like Hitler and Stalin
But it doesn't only apply to politics
It's a system where a group of people tell u to act a certain way
Dress a certain way, Look a certain way, Talk a certain way, Do your a hair a certain way
A system where you can't express yourself, you express them so you're seen as fake
It's a system where they excpect u to drop everything to fit their wants and needs
Not anything that'll benefit you in any way
A dictatorship doesn't only apply to politics
It applies to any place, any organization
Where people don't have the right to be free
Stripped of their rights to be themselves
So it's safe to say they're trapped in the belly of hell
They can't make bail whatsoever
Hell is a place called home for them forever
Dicatators you know who you are
Don't even try to front that you're nice
Don't try to act like you're democratic
When in fact you're a dictator
Most people relate dictatorship to politics
The first thing that pops to their minds are cats like Hitler and Stalin
But it doesn't only apply to politics
It's a system where a group of people tell u to act a certain way
Dress a certain way, Look a certain way, Talk a certain way, Do your a hair a certain way
A system where you can't express yourself, you express them so you're seen as fake
It's a system where they excpect u to drop everything to fit their wants and needs
Not anything that'll benefit you in any way
A dictatorship doesn't only apply to politics
It applies to any place, any organization
Where people don't have the right to be free
Stripped of their rights to be themselves
So it's safe to say they're trapped in the belly of hell
They can't make bail whatsoever
Hell is a place called home for them forever
Dicatators you know who you are
Don't even try to front that you're nice
Don't try to act like you're democratic
When in fact you're a dictator
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