lust vs. love

i remember this one chick
gotta say everything about her was exquisite
from her face down to her feet loved the way she licked her lips
and they way she moved her hips was just straight sizzlin
so i decided to approach her with game that i be spittin
got at her like girl can i get your name and your digits
and she said "fo sho," wrote it down "hi my name is bridget"
so we exchange digits, next weekend called me up to kick it
so i came up to her crib, for a minute we was chillin
then she turned the light down low i said "Oh"
see im the type of dude to take it slow
and next thing yenno we were slow dancing to joe singing
"i wanna know what turns u on" and i think i happened to know
cause next thing yenno we stripped down our clothes
sexing on all fours, from the kitchen sink down to the living room floor
and God damn this kinda lustful shit i don't condone
see my momma raised me not to treat a girl like a hoe
but rather treat a girl as if she was my equal
see this night making love at first sight
how can it feel so wrong yet feel so right?
after the sex commenced cuddling in her bed
i knew that she was heaven sent, i could tell by the way we connect
but i glanced down something covered by her shoe
got me shook, a little black book with names of different dudes
it read shaquile, roneal, nabeel, ARE U FOR REAL?
all this time i knew she was the real deal
but as it turns out i was just another dude for her to cop a feel
so this a little lesson to little young'ns in the room
who be lookin for love, lookin for your potential boo
dont be lookin for love rather let love find U

my new gf ♥

SOOOOO WASSSS GOOOOD Y'ALL Y'ALL?
i know i havent posted in a minute
but i want y'all to meet my new gf
her name is erika david, and we are getting married
k thanks, bye =)

Dear Father

I'm ready to fully commit to u now, so take my life under your arms
And let me fly away with u, I'm calling only on your name, my one and only saviour
I'm tired of giving myself false hope, I want my hope to be in u now
I'm tired of feeling so lonely inside, and I'm tired of reality striking down on me
I want, no I NEED u to hold my hand, and I need u to be my comfort now
So just take this tired soul and break me just so u can make me,
For the better of your kingdom

Amen

Music and Lyrics

ever since i was a tyke, i'd grip the mic
hold it tight, i would never let it go
i would never let it out of sight
i got mad love for it,
but i aint never hesitant to ever put my hands on it
ironically im so gentle when im spittin
on a higher level, past the devil
but not quite heaven lifted
hater im so sick, aint no medicine can remedy
im so blessed with this gift, so this illness aint temporary
yeah they fill this, my flow colder than february
gotta make it in this game by all means neccessary
trynna get attention, like papparazi camera's flaring
i aint letting, nobody stare me down
only one can scare me, is the man wearing the crown
and with that said, i aint listen to u clowns
let me introduce u to this new sound and

YES YES Y'ALL

been a while since i wrote here but w.e.

k well, i gotta get somethings off my chest here
frick why are u still on my mind? like seriously
the moment i think im over u, u creep right back into my mind
this isnt fair for neither of us, maaaan im retarded for how i feel about u
i screwed things up, and after all is said and done, i still think we can work something out? seriously i think someone needs to punch me square in the face
things was straight and now your back on my mind more than ever, u haunt my every thought, my every action, this isnt fair i shouldnt be feeling this way
cause it's simply just not right!

Summer 09

......is not what i expected it to be :(

Alone - Asher Roth

yeah i've been in a weird ass mood all week
idk what it is but lately i've been feeling blue
dont ask why! cause quite frankly idk why! BAHHAHAHA